life course
by
derbuzz
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
The Waxing Company Hawaii
@ D
arg xD Oh man, I'm crazy. The day today started back in scho right stupid I still have headaches, sau slept badly the night, I will not even explain why non-closer ..,
definitely driving for nothing I still sick in the school teacher and I Milliooonen until 12:30 free .. could sleep ..
will also cross the city with MP3Playa in the ear which begins to run?
SPY! XDD What does
Satirac?
BEGINS AND funny looks to sneak OFF HALF CLOSED EYES IN ORDER TO THROW!
much! XD but it bit me and I just could ncih help but squint at every turn before I vorbeizu rumging * lol *
And we went for a long time to me again well;)
arg xD Oh man, I'm crazy. The day today started back in scho right stupid I still have headaches, sau slept badly the night, I will not even explain why non-closer ..,
definitely driving for nothing I still sick in the school teacher and I Milliooonen until 12:30 free .. could sleep ..
will also cross the city with MP3Playa in the ear which begins to run?
SPY! XDD What does
Satirac?
BEGINS AND funny looks to sneak OFF HALF CLOSED EYES IN ORDER TO THROW!
much! XD but it bit me and I just could ncih help but squint at every turn before I vorbeizu rumging * lol *
And we went for a long time to me again well;)
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
If A Cannon Ball Deepest Ocean
depression from a psychology o0 .. ill?
Hmm .. uu
Today is another one of those shit days in which I was a potential suicide candidate, I'd be moving up too curious whether non but a way out.
Woke up and the radio was a dreamer song, like this one that has really ncih Text only tune out the thoughts wander off automatically.
that's not good to have since long time alone, after all the nice people are gone, you still had 2 weeks to get .. (Sufferers know what I mean) I
me a blanket and snuggled me I felt so alone scho must cry again and take the keys nothing around visually
Loneliness is the badest and most painful mood-
sounds so better an .. but damn this loneliness just takes me some time around again! As I've previously done this? I was formerly also own?
I do not know then what I'm there at all, for which I should now get up at all. N
To go to school? As for me? What brings me study and final success, if I feel so alone I erstcik almost there? If I even know what nciht all this? This
EMPTY, so I finally got the word, the void is the worst and which has today MCIH again packed and filled internally.
I know exactly what will help now just going to kill me or throw in tons of projects that can MCIH feel again as I would do what, when I would but from what others are out of this void .. But if I now write a message .. I just do not think like millions of other people. okay, non quite so many, but still enough to where I drown ..
The fate of the people is cruel and I hate to be one uu
(hey, I must receive it meien camouflage upright, did you expect I betray my demonic activity jez .. uh * cough *)
Nya .. au should it> have to go stop. hold \u0026lt;* becoming *
I hope after graduation, the different, new environment, important friends around me which I household with a lot more .. I think I'm alone too often .. and if not then the emptiness of the skin after After I'm alone again twice as hard inside ..
* very *
am pretty bruised, but I still live;)
And that will also change ncih, no matter how just next to it all is how little goes according to my wishes and how much fear I have the time and uncertainty that haunts me .. uhh .. dramatosch o0 ... But Sun
Hmm .. uu
Today is another one of those shit days in which I was a potential suicide candidate, I'd be moving up too curious whether non but a way out.
Woke up and the radio was a dreamer song, like this one that has really ncih Text only tune out the thoughts wander off automatically.
that's not good to have since long time alone, after all the nice people are gone, you still had 2 weeks to get .. (Sufferers know what I mean) I
me a blanket and snuggled me I felt so alone scho must cry again and take the keys nothing around visually
Loneliness is the badest and most painful mood-
sounds so better an .. but damn this loneliness just takes me some time around again! As I've previously done this? I was formerly also own?
I do not know then what I'm there at all, for which I should now get up at all. N
To go to school? As for me? What brings me study and final success, if I feel so alone I erstcik almost there? If I even know what nciht all this? This
EMPTY, so I finally got the word, the void is the worst and which has today MCIH again packed and filled internally.
I know exactly what will help now just going to kill me or throw in tons of projects that can MCIH feel again as I would do what, when I would but from what others are out of this void .. But if I now write a message .. I just do not think like millions of other people. okay, non quite so many, but still enough to where I drown ..
The fate of the people is cruel and I hate to be one uu
(hey, I must receive it meien camouflage upright, did you expect I betray my demonic activity jez .. uh * cough *)
Nya .. au should it> have to go stop. hold \u0026lt;* becoming *
I hope after graduation, the different, new environment, important friends around me which I household with a lot more .. I think I'm alone too often .. and if not then the emptiness of the skin after After I'm alone again twice as hard inside ..
* very *
am pretty bruised, but I still live;)
And that will also change ncih, no matter how just next to it all is how little goes according to my wishes and how much fear I have the time and uncertainty that haunts me .. uhh .. dramatosch o0 ... But Sun
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Leather-furniture.html
hmm ..
Hmmm, so Christmas was quite acceptable to get nice things, parents run to the gifts from friends, even better can eigtl non-bissl lonely but okay * sigh * Looking forward
jez first time on New Year's Eve! : D It's OK the
it all goes so ^ ^ almost gathered all love people around me that I've
(should I say almost the most loved?) What I like is that of a busy soon goes away naja 2 o0 but the one I see as really non go away because of the fact he knows me is going on non;)
Only my best friend, which is pretty stupid since we know uu we .. uh 6oder 7? 1. Class halt * g * and is scho krass o0 Even when everything around me to fluctuate, feelings change, I change me, change to other (non-wonder what that looks here xD) or or .. white ncih
BUT Andean was always there!
> \u0026lt;, so ALWAYS! ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS! so always a support call where I was when I wanted, where she has always said what or even if it was non-non, as well as further ncih knew. * Sigh *
Nya, jez I said the name but o0 sausage, so that they will be famous because she deserves hats (or ncih uh, I think it is sometimes ne penalty o0).
* this here is a eulogy is non need to hear all, and can also shut down *
Nya, so if they also non always knew what to do, one must indeed non-omniscient people I know, unfortunately, non, perhaps becoming I myself sometimes can * a * g I use no competition HAHA hm, yes I said it was always kind of there (although I jez Sun sucks away live and nothing around can simply over running so * Heul *) and jez she goes even further away! OO viiiiel further! (Okay non JEZ, but soon o0 then even if I go away .. but non-soo far Oo)
Nya .. and in that sense I have to get rid of just, something has faithfully as Andean I never;) (with respect to information is, they probably also knows everything-but I doubt that one out of it gets something, she is da rather taciturn and non- so receptive to things that one REALLY interested, arg
* already been bitten a thousand times if the teeth has been most out of Andean something hidden deep in their interest but is important because non-sies holds
* okay .. things
a really
I stress times, stroking
* *
things that interest me) Um back to topic:
(hey I'm in the few lines until now 3 times nya used at the beginning of a sentence, not this time o0
* watch * ) is away stop, so one can imagine the practical as so ne bookend which is taken away suddenly on one side in a shelf full of thick heavy books oo which is pretty hard when I cannot even fall to perhaps everything! EVERYTHING! (Because the tear is yes to all, ne uu) Hmm .. nya, I'm still the other side, but the holding is "only" I and other friends, friends who are not as stable as Andean, or I know ncih still long enough, as they could prove it (okay that is almost unfair, as can we beat over 10 years o0 okay if mans together counted perhaps only 5 years were all the right friendship ^ ^ (no, this is already love o0)
so: D ran her out there from those who read the most gar nich! * G *)
Hey, why the end sounded so positive jez again? o0 really should be sad and I am one talented ..
Hmmm, so Christmas was quite acceptable to get nice things, parents run to the gifts from friends, even better can eigtl non-bissl lonely but okay * sigh * Looking forward
jez first time on New Year's Eve! : D It's OK the
it all goes so ^ ^ almost gathered all love people around me that I've
(should I say almost the most loved?) What I like is that of a busy soon goes away naja 2 o0 but the one I see as really non go away because of the fact he knows me is going on non;)
Only my best friend, which is pretty stupid since we know uu we .. uh 6oder 7? 1. Class halt * g * and is scho krass o0 Even when everything around me to fluctuate, feelings change, I change me, change to other (non-wonder what that looks here xD) or or .. white ncih
BUT Andean was always there!
> \u0026lt;, so ALWAYS! ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS! so always a support call where I was when I wanted, where she has always said what or even if it was non-non, as well as further ncih knew. * Sigh *
Nya, jez I said the name but o0 sausage, so that they will be famous because she deserves hats (or ncih uh, I think it is sometimes ne penalty o0).
* this here is a eulogy is non need to hear all, and can also shut down *
Nya, so if they also non always knew what to do, one must indeed non-omniscient people I know, unfortunately, non, perhaps becoming I myself sometimes can * a * g I use no competition HAHA hm, yes I said it was always kind of there (although I jez Sun sucks away live and nothing around can simply over running so * Heul *) and jez she goes even further away! OO viiiiel further! (Okay non JEZ, but soon o0 then even if I go away .. but non-soo far Oo)
Nya .. and in that sense I have to get rid of just, something has faithfully as Andean I never;) (with respect to information is, they probably also knows everything-but I doubt that one out of it gets something, she is da rather taciturn and non- so receptive to things that one REALLY interested, arg
* already been bitten a thousand times if the teeth has been most out of Andean something hidden deep in their interest but is important because non-sies holds
* okay .. things
a really
I stress times, stroking
* *
things that interest me) Um back to topic:
(hey I'm in the few lines until now 3 times nya used at the beginning of a sentence, not this time o0
* watch * ) is away stop, so one can imagine the practical as so ne bookend which is taken away suddenly on one side in a shelf full of thick heavy books oo which is pretty hard when I cannot even fall to perhaps everything! EVERYTHING! (Because the tear is yes to all, ne uu) Hmm .. nya, I'm still the other side, but the holding is "only" I and other friends, friends who are not as stable as Andean, or I know ncih still long enough, as they could prove it (okay that is almost unfair, as can we beat over 10 years o0 okay if mans together counted perhaps only 5 years were all the right friendship ^ ^ (no, this is already love o0)
so: D ran her out there from those who read the most gar nich! * G *)
Hey, why the end sounded so positive jez again? o0 really should be sad and I am one talented ..
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